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| Mm, I loooove my boyfriend.  We've talked .. unfortunately on and off for 3 years, and fiiiiinally I was able to meet LA. [: Met someone in a weird, but most genuine fashion. Drew Jimenez, Oo yay. |
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| & the best part is ... he won't even be here on my birthday.
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| if they're not worried, they might want to be.
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| I haaaate living here. I just want to move and just finally be set free. I can't stand the agonizing pain I have to go through each and every single day being at this house. It's always about the questions. It's always because I'm a mistake. It's always me thats put down. How can I have what it takes to succeed if I continuously keep getting shut down by my own parents? I've come to a realization that something WILL happen to me, and there is NO factor of a doubt in that. I'm so sad, so tired of being sooo fucking sad. I look back at days I write here ... each day is another day of fuckin sorrow and misery. Dammit. I fucked up so many times. I fuckin' hate myself. F'rill.
I hate how he makes me feel. I hate who I've become. I'm a fuckin mess.
No wonder I've had so much trouble ... look at me, I can't even hold the pieces of my fuckin life together.
fuck.
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